I'm so sorry, Your son has cancer......

What does a mother say to that??????? How can you not react to a doctor entering a room in his office, looking like the world has ended? Apologizing to you and your 14 year old child that the results of his MRI are not good. Its much worse than he expected. This is a mental picture that is going to be permanently etched in my brain and I so wish that it was something else, something good, something happy. I have a beating heart inside my chest right now that is cracked in a million places. I have so much anger, hatred, sadness, etc. I really just do not know how to function. The one thing I do know is that I just keep telling my son that everything will be okay and we can get through this like we have in the past with other medical issues.( I will update more later about past medical issues.) I have tons of people praying and offering to help in any way we need. I am so very thankful to everyone, but I still am really trying to come to grips with the fact my son has a very rare cancer and the treatment options are few. The only thing I can say right now is.....I don't know!! I just don't know!!